To Haunt, to Startle

I know I left, and I won't pretend...
My reasons aren't easy, but this worked out just like I planned.
You're not crazy, you just don't understand.
I know what I'm doing:
I'm trying to keep you as close as I can.

So, choke back smoke and cough up glass...
This whole place is ending; know that it's not built to last.
When you hear nothing...
And you feel less...
Your struggle is pretty,
Sit still, and know that I know what is best.

You will: Hear me start screaming,
You'll know: Me by my voice,
I won't: Ever stop yelling.
Stop yelling...

You will: Hear me start screaming,
You'll know: Me by my voice,
I won't: Ever stop yelling.
Stop yelling...